I dont know why i would do this.. but i think i need to let it out..
I regret what happened in the past. There's somethings you do in the past and don't want to remind yourself of it again. You think you can just move on towards the future and not think about it, but one day no matter what it'll come back to you and remind you of what happened, what you did, what you say...
I cant stop thinking about the past, because now I've realised how much i love and need him. It's not just a want anymore.. I know for sure now that i need him in my life.
I dont know why im still holding on.. iuno if its the right thing to do, all i know is that i feel safe and secure when his around. And when his not around i feel as though my world has come to a stop. I know its stupid to be feeling and thinking like this, iuno when or how i've come to need his presence so bad. He might think i'm annoying but what ever.. it jst mee.. it jst how im gonna love him and keep loving him.. I'm sorry if its annoying, but i cant help but feel insecure about him. I get jealous so easy because im so scared im gonna loose him. i cant evn think about loosing him.. because jst thinking about it makes me feel uneasy. I've some how become so dependant on him.. Its a bad thing in a way because now i feel so weak.
I know i've done him wrong plenty of times, i jst want him to know that each time i've upsetted him, each time i've annoyed him.. its all because i love him. And he might think its an excuse, but beleive me its the truth. I wish i could rewind back in time to when we were together. If i ever get given that chance, i promise to make it up to him, to love him and complete him. I know its something that probly won't ever happen.. but i wish i can some how let him know that his still very important to me.
I wish i can hold him again, and not think stupidly. I dont know why everytime we get close i back away. It's coz i can;t help but think that im being used. i cant help but think im just here while he hasn't find anyone new.. im so scared that when he does find someone new.. he'll never look at me again. This has dragged on for so long.. each and everytime we fight i break down and my life stops going.. i hope one day we can some how find a solution to all our problems..
Its been going on for too long now. & i wonder if he still love me the way he used to.hopefully one day he'll listen to what i have to say, hopefully one day he'll believe what i feel for him. Hopefully one day he'll appreciate me again..
I think i've finally thought it through now.. i think i know what im doing wrong.. i think i know how to fix it.. but iuno how i will be feeling about it.. i wish he can tell me something to make it all better..
i guess in the end.. it doesnt matter if we're given another chance or not. What ever happens between us, i never want to loose him.. friends or not he'll always be in my heart. no matter how much we hate each other, no matter how much i cry, no matter how much we scream at each other, no matter how much we swear, now matter how much it hurts.. I'm willing to go through it all to have him forever in my life <3
if forever doesnt happen between us.. atleast i know i've tried.. you'll always be my baby <3
Friday, July 24, 2009
Friday, February 6, 2009
IM BACK!
haha know one blogs anymore! which is gayy coz i thought ppl were still blogging i wanted to read it alll.. buhh nooo no one bothers to blog :L
well school hav started, and it's awesome to see my school friends everyday agen (Y) however i do miss my girls dearly (L).
Have you ever felt betrayed? hurt? dogged? by people you would never think or believe will do such things to you? sigh* well these things happens, and sometimes its just out of your control. It hurts heaps, and i guess you can cry over it all you want, but u won't be able to fix anything.
Well i should hav just walked away.. and walked away for good.. i dont know why i ran back to fix things.. maybe i still cared heaps for that person.. maybe i still can't come to my senses that, that person would/could do such things to me. But as times go on, things changes, and so does people. I hate changes, it takes me too long to get use to it. And i jst dont wanna be left with memories that can never be relived agen.
Friendship is really important. There was a time when i thought relationships were the key to everything, but that's not true. Friendship should always come first, friendship is the key to happiness and 'true' love. And you should choose ur friends carefully toos ==" because getting cheated on or dogged by someone you always thought was ur friend, hurts so much more than a lover. If i could turn back time, if i could walk back into the past, I would've chosen friendship. But again, these things happens in life, and you just have to look forwward now and not back into the past. I just wished I didn't care so much buh i can't help it but do.
I jst wanna say.. I've learnt a valuable lesson. I've learnt to cherish and appreciate my true friends more now. People that I've known for years know me better than anyone else, they would never think differently of me, they would never walk all over me. And i can't show here, how much i addore and love them. JIMMY DAVID JUSTIN ROSA ANNA TUYEN TARA TANIA JOHNNY and CUONG =).these are the people that i can count on when im in trouble, sad, broken and most importantly they ain't only there wen im down buh also when im flying high. I'm so glad to have them in my life to brighten things up and add that lil magic. THEY'RE ALL MY LOVERS ;)
Monday, January 19, 2009
Things you should know about us mamals ROFL
This blog is in reply to David’s. I agree with him, women are very complex mammals. Guys should always act and speak with caution around these mammals, because they are very very very emotional, stubborn and jealous pretty lil girls LOLOL!! So here and SOME of the MILLIONS things you should know about girls..
1/ Never ever.. ever ever cheat on them. Girls have these special powers where they can feel/think what you think they can’t. If something is not right, they will know it and do everything to find out. Girls tell each other everything, so they’ll find out from other ppl if you decided to hide about it. So, if you don’t have feelings for her anymore, just tell her!
2/ Always tell her she’s beautiful. It makes her blushes and she’ll prefer those words over sexy or hot or waheva else.
3/ Don’t refuse to kiss us in front of your friends. If they giggle, they’re just jealous.
4/ If we’re mad at you, then you seriously did something wrong. So don’t argue back, or stay quite.
5/ Always say sorry first, even though its our fault. We probably know we started it, but hey we ain’t backing down now. So be a man and just say sorry will ya? After that we’ll make it up to you for being a responsible man. ;)
6/ Don’t be afraid to touch us, we like it when you do ;) If we’re going out with you in the first place, it’s because we like to feel wanted by you, being in your arms.
7/ Try to hold our hands at every opportunity, we want to feel that you care and we just want to be by your side.
8/ If you didn’t sleep with us, don’t tell your friends that you did. If you did, we’ll tell your friends you sucked at it ROFL.
9/ If you DID sleep with us, DON’t tell your friends that you did either. If we found out, you are soooo dead.
10/ You can be dirty minded when in private. Most of us don’t mind it, we like to feel sexual and attractive ;)
11/ Don’t judge us by the way we eat, when you ain’t around we can eat like whales
12 Most of us don’t mind paying half of everything, but we do discuss these things with our friends. If you make us pay half all the time, everyone else will know LOLS
13/ Guys should always pay for everything first dates, yeh waheva it’s the 21st century. BUT COME ON be a man? Make us feel like we’re ladies and worth it ;)
14/ Every girl should eventually get three things from her boy friend, a stuffed animal, flowers and a piece of jewellery (ring, necklace, bracelet)
15/ Always make sure she gets home safely. If you’re dropping her off, make sure she gets inside b4 you leave. If you aren’t dropping her off, then call her to make sure she got home safely.
16/ If you’re talking to a female friend of yours cause she’s sooo depressed or what ever you shud tell her to call another guy who is single LOL! We are very jealous, and it doesn’t matter what kind of friend she is. We don’t like to share you, so feel appreciated please.
17/ Don’t ever hurt us. Cause we have really good memory, and even if we say we’re over it. We still gonna remember what you did to us.
18/ Yeh, we don’t mind watching your movies. But come to watch a chick flick with us once in a while, it makes us happy =)
19/ Try to get along with her parents and friends, even if they hate you. Make life easier for her and she’ll do the same for you.
20/ When she has PMS, don’t freak out. She’s still normal just a lil grossed out herself. Just try to be a lil more gentle, a lil more sweet and a lil more understanding.
21. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend.
22/ don’t stress too much when you go on a date with us. It doesn’t matter what your wearing or how you look, we just wanna be with you.
23/ Don’t talk about other girls in front of us. Just don’t ==” we like full attention
24/ If we’re complaining about something, then you should try your best to do something about it.
25/ REMEMBER our birthdays. Cause she remembers everything about you. If you forget her birthdays or any special dates to her, you are soo screwed. Because it just shows that you don’t care as much and we being complex mammals starts to think stupidly and question should we be with you or not LOLS.
26/ Smell good when you’re around her. Your smell will help you stand out from other guys to her.
27/ Don’t give her stupid presents. It doesn’t have to cost a fortune, but it needs to be meaningful and thoughtful.
38/ We’re really stubborn, so just let us have our way ok?
29/ We don’t mind you having your own time to play your OH SO VERY IMPORTANT game, but come on… give us a text msg or a call. It’ll make us happier and you might get to play it longer =)
30/ Try not to choose us over things eg. Friends, female friends, games or what ever
31/ We don’t like it when you call us names… like DOODE or BRO or MAN or FAGGOT or BITCh or SLUT.. dats a bit no no.. learn how to speak to a girl please. Manners is the key =)
32/ Don’t be ashame to hold her hand bag when you’re going out =) it’s cute ;)
33/ Don’t always aim for our lips, we like the lil pecks on the forehead, cheeks or nose a lot better. It makes our heart skip a beat, and shows that you’re very sweet. Mega score ;)
34/ When we’re sad and crying, don’t ask what’s wrong. You don’t need to know what’s wrong at that time. Just comfort us, make us laugh, tell us your always going to be there. After we’re done crying, we’ll eventually will tell you what happened
35/ We tend to get mad for no reason. Sometimes it’s a test to see what/how your going to deal with it. So be cautious.
36/ We love romantic moments, so use every opportunity to make us fall in love with you. It could be the words you say or the things you do to us. WORK IT BABY. LOL
37/ We don’t like to be neglected. So give us a call or a msg once in a while when you’re busy doing something else.
38/ Don't lie to us ok? try to tell us the truth always. we'll be understanding, promise
39/ Don't get big headed, dont brag about things. cause that's just embarassing for us LOLS and its heart breaking to have to tell yu that.
39/ We don't want to go to bed mad at you, so give us a call and tell us your sorry and you won't do it agen LOLS
40/ Sometimes we ask questions we already know the answer to, but we like to here u answer it again. so just answer us again LOLS.
41/ We don't like it wen you guys get all violent at us, so no matter how angry you get, try your best to keep you temper down.
42/ Don’t make promises, that you think you won’t be able to do. It’ll make trust you less. And trust is really important to us, so keep your promises.
43/ Realize that after a while, she’ll trust you with all her heart, she’ll start to tell you everything about her life. So don’t do stupid things that’s going to break that trust. You’ll start to have more responsible towards her and also more control of her. So be careful with it.
44/ We're always going to be the one that loves you more than you love us. even though we try to deny it. We think too much into things, and sometimes it fcks up our heads. So try and be understanding as much as you can. It'll make us appreciate you guys more, and you'll receive more from us as a result. If you get lost on the way to achieve this.. just remember, be like Edward Cullen ;) i give him 100% LOLS!
45/ Always love your ladies with all your heart ;)
SO YERH, my blog is better than yours DAVID. HA! so much mroe detailed hahas jkes!. im sooo lameeee bored shitless and bothered to do this, while i should be doing my assignment hahahas. *cross fingers* mummy will let me go out on saturday ;)
<3
1/ Never ever.. ever ever cheat on them. Girls have these special powers where they can feel/think what you think they can’t. If something is not right, they will know it and do everything to find out. Girls tell each other everything, so they’ll find out from other ppl if you decided to hide about it. So, if you don’t have feelings for her anymore, just tell her!
2/ Always tell her she’s beautiful. It makes her blushes and she’ll prefer those words over sexy or hot or waheva else.
3/ Don’t refuse to kiss us in front of your friends. If they giggle, they’re just jealous.
4/ If we’re mad at you, then you seriously did something wrong. So don’t argue back, or stay quite.
5/ Always say sorry first, even though its our fault. We probably know we started it, but hey we ain’t backing down now. So be a man and just say sorry will ya? After that we’ll make it up to you for being a responsible man. ;)
6/ Don’t be afraid to touch us, we like it when you do ;) If we’re going out with you in the first place, it’s because we like to feel wanted by you, being in your arms.
7/ Try to hold our hands at every opportunity, we want to feel that you care and we just want to be by your side.
8/ If you didn’t sleep with us, don’t tell your friends that you did. If you did, we’ll tell your friends you sucked at it ROFL.
9/ If you DID sleep with us, DON’t tell your friends that you did either. If we found out, you are soooo dead.
10/ You can be dirty minded when in private. Most of us don’t mind it, we like to feel sexual and attractive ;)
11/ Don’t judge us by the way we eat, when you ain’t around we can eat like whales
12 Most of us don’t mind paying half of everything, but we do discuss these things with our friends. If you make us pay half all the time, everyone else will know LOLS
13/ Guys should always pay for everything first dates, yeh waheva it’s the 21st century. BUT COME ON be a man? Make us feel like we’re ladies and worth it ;)
14/ Every girl should eventually get three things from her boy friend, a stuffed animal, flowers and a piece of jewellery (ring, necklace, bracelet)
15/ Always make sure she gets home safely. If you’re dropping her off, make sure she gets inside b4 you leave. If you aren’t dropping her off, then call her to make sure she got home safely.
16/ If you’re talking to a female friend of yours cause she’s sooo depressed or what ever you shud tell her to call another guy who is single LOL! We are very jealous, and it doesn’t matter what kind of friend she is. We don’t like to share you, so feel appreciated please.
17/ Don’t ever hurt us. Cause we have really good memory, and even if we say we’re over it. We still gonna remember what you did to us.
18/ Yeh, we don’t mind watching your movies. But come to watch a chick flick with us once in a while, it makes us happy =)
19/ Try to get along with her parents and friends, even if they hate you. Make life easier for her and she’ll do the same for you.
20/ When she has PMS, don’t freak out. She’s still normal just a lil grossed out herself. Just try to be a lil more gentle, a lil more sweet and a lil more understanding.
21. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend.
22/ don’t stress too much when you go on a date with us. It doesn’t matter what your wearing or how you look, we just wanna be with you.
23/ Don’t talk about other girls in front of us. Just don’t ==” we like full attention
24/ If we’re complaining about something, then you should try your best to do something about it.
25/ REMEMBER our birthdays. Cause she remembers everything about you. If you forget her birthdays or any special dates to her, you are soo screwed. Because it just shows that you don’t care as much and we being complex mammals starts to think stupidly and question should we be with you or not LOLS.
26/ Smell good when you’re around her. Your smell will help you stand out from other guys to her.
27/ Don’t give her stupid presents. It doesn’t have to cost a fortune, but it needs to be meaningful and thoughtful.
38/ We’re really stubborn, so just let us have our way ok?
29/ We don’t mind you having your own time to play your OH SO VERY IMPORTANT game, but come on… give us a text msg or a call. It’ll make us happier and you might get to play it longer =)
30/ Try not to choose us over things eg. Friends, female friends, games or what ever
31/ We don’t like it when you call us names… like DOODE or BRO or MAN or FAGGOT or BITCh or SLUT.. dats a bit no no.. learn how to speak to a girl please. Manners is the key =)
32/ Don’t be ashame to hold her hand bag when you’re going out =) it’s cute ;)
33/ Don’t always aim for our lips, we like the lil pecks on the forehead, cheeks or nose a lot better. It makes our heart skip a beat, and shows that you’re very sweet. Mega score ;)
34/ When we’re sad and crying, don’t ask what’s wrong. You don’t need to know what’s wrong at that time. Just comfort us, make us laugh, tell us your always going to be there. After we’re done crying, we’ll eventually will tell you what happened
35/ We tend to get mad for no reason. Sometimes it’s a test to see what/how your going to deal with it. So be cautious.
36/ We love romantic moments, so use every opportunity to make us fall in love with you. It could be the words you say or the things you do to us. WORK IT BABY. LOL
37/ We don’t like to be neglected. So give us a call or a msg once in a while when you’re busy doing something else.
38/ Don't lie to us ok? try to tell us the truth always. we'll be understanding, promise
39/ Don't get big headed, dont brag about things. cause that's just embarassing for us LOLS and its heart breaking to have to tell yu that.
39/ We don't want to go to bed mad at you, so give us a call and tell us your sorry and you won't do it agen LOLS
40/ Sometimes we ask questions we already know the answer to, but we like to here u answer it again. so just answer us again LOLS.
41/ We don't like it wen you guys get all violent at us, so no matter how angry you get, try your best to keep you temper down.
42/ Don’t make promises, that you think you won’t be able to do. It’ll make trust you less. And trust is really important to us, so keep your promises.
43/ Realize that after a while, she’ll trust you with all her heart, she’ll start to tell you everything about her life. So don’t do stupid things that’s going to break that trust. You’ll start to have more responsible towards her and also more control of her. So be careful with it.
44/ We're always going to be the one that loves you more than you love us. even though we try to deny it. We think too much into things, and sometimes it fcks up our heads. So try and be understanding as much as you can. It'll make us appreciate you guys more, and you'll receive more from us as a result. If you get lost on the way to achieve this.. just remember, be like Edward Cullen ;) i give him 100% LOLS!
45/ Always love your ladies with all your heart ;)
SO YERH, my blog is better than yours DAVID. HA! so much mroe detailed hahas jkes!. im sooo lameeee bored shitless and bothered to do this, while i should be doing my assignment hahahas. *cross fingers* mummy will let me go out on saturday ;)
<3
Friday, January 16, 2009
HELLO!! =D
well u know wat. in reply to awesomeDAVID blog about 'change' bro.. *tears* its exactly wat i think about what happening to me now. and yerh.. friends are really important, but if they aint' gonna be there for you like how they shud, then there's no need for friends like that. I've been through it so many times early last yr and beginning of this yr, and its such a shit feeling to loose friends u thought that would always be there for you. BUT hey, they aint worth it to be hurt and cry over if they aint willing to be there. and .. sigh* the whole topic bout friends come and go is too depressing so waheva!! but i love my friends thou!! DAVID JIMMY JOHNNY ANNA TUYEN ROSA and like so much more i cant mention everyone buh yerh!!! i love my friends :D
Monday, January 12, 2009
WOOTS I'm good again =)
HELLO! atm i am sooo hypo. ever since friday happened my days has been so much better! =D
Well today i woke up with a big big smile on my face coz today cuong would come and visit me =). Anyways skip the morning coz nothing happened LOL. i was craving for pizza so bad ever since friday! LOL that's coz i only managed to eat ONE and a HALF pizza on friday! so anyways i ordered a cheese and hot 'n' spicy pizza and 2 cheese garlic bread. uhhh so much cheese i ended up eating the hot'n'spicy pizza instead :L
me and brother dragged my bed back into my room coz yerh aunty slept on it outside last nite ==". Waiting for cuong to arrive took.. forever ><" haha buh he got here at 3.. wen i told him 4.. made him wait in the sun at the park for half an hour b4 i let him in :L well yerh we watched "Dawn of the dead" and "In the mouth of madness" MADD FUNNI ASS SCARY MOVIES! hahahas scary movies are funni. cept i kept biting my blanket =)
HAHAHA sucker that was my day! XD lets not get into the details
Well ha! I'm feeling much better than a week ago, its funni how things can jst go down hill one minute, and then rise up again another. I'm glad that i have friends hu i know will always be there for me and WITH me =)
SHOUT OUT TO : babyDAVID, Jimmy, Anna, Tuyen, Christine, Rosa and so much more peeps! love your boobies and ball sacks guys :D
TOODLES
Well today i woke up with a big big smile on my face coz today cuong would come and visit me =). Anyways skip the morning coz nothing happened LOL. i was craving for pizza so bad ever since friday! LOL that's coz i only managed to eat ONE and a HALF pizza on friday! so anyways i ordered a cheese and hot 'n' spicy pizza and 2 cheese garlic bread. uhhh so much cheese i ended up eating the hot'n'spicy pizza instead :L
me and brother dragged my bed back into my room coz yerh aunty slept on it outside last nite ==". Waiting for cuong to arrive took.. forever ><" haha buh he got here at 3.. wen i told him 4.. made him wait in the sun at the park for half an hour b4 i let him in :L well yerh we watched "Dawn of the dead" and "In the mouth of madness" MADD FUNNI ASS SCARY MOVIES! hahahas scary movies are funni. cept i kept biting my blanket =)
HAHAHA sucker that was my day! XD lets not get into the details
Well ha! I'm feeling much better than a week ago, its funni how things can jst go down hill one minute, and then rise up again another. I'm glad that i have friends hu i know will always be there for me and WITH me =)
SHOUT OUT TO : babyDAVID, Jimmy, Anna, Tuyen, Christine, Rosa and so much more peeps! love your boobies and ball sacks guys :D
TOODLES
Friday, January 9, 2009
My Party =)
I am sooooo exhausted.. yes pretty much dead.. body aching every where! Not so much because of the party but more because of my sleepless nights on the sofa =(. My aunty has happily claimed my bed and left me outside in the cold with the sofa so sad!
ANYWAYS LOL enough of the sooking and back on about the party. Well yesterday was my party. i woke up extra early to get my room clean up the very last minute! i even vacummed it to get all the dust animals out LOL! coz i didnt want babyDAVID to keep sneezing, poor guy lols. well yerh clean and clean and omg time went by so quick! it was 1 already!? and anna was coming around at 3! *panicks*
So i got around to shower myself and groom myself =) hahas didnt realise i havent had any breakfast buh oh well was saving myself for the pizza *drools*. Then my brother and i started to fill up water bombs and OMFG it was so hard! every second one jst get popped or ripped b4 i start filling it up half way! GG ==". anywyas we managed to fill up one bucket then *BEEP BEEP!!* Anna was waitign for me outside. Hurry into her car and we drove to Woolies at Riverwood =) we were like a tornado LOL decided and bought everythign so quickly. However we were making a decision on the pizzas and we realised we didnt have enuff pizza coupon (which after we found out was not true coz of my misunderstanding LOL). so anyways this is wat happened...
*before we walk into dominos*
Me: Anna this is soooo embarassing
Anna: we're so azn! LOLS
*after we walk into dominos*
Anna: Hey do you hav any pizza coupons!?
Guy: yerh..... *gives weird look*
Anna: can we have some?
Guy: yerh.. *gives weird look* why dont you jst buy it now its cheaper
Anna: NO we want the coupons
Me: cracks up laughing
Guy: ok.. here
ANNA and ME walk.. noo RUNS out!
*walks over to pizza hut*
Me: anna.. i aint doing this. go in with my brother :L
Anna: bitch!
haha anna is suchhhhh a funni lil girl. anyways we got the coupons and we got home to keep going on with our mission to finish filling up the waterbombs. I came up with an idea that i shud bring the ppl into the back while she and my brother hide behind the wall with water bombs prepaid MUAHAHAHAH best plan ever! =) anywyas we were fillign up the water bombs, i was getting better at it so it was more faster this time, however anna ==" omfg i think she wet me and her more b4 we evn started throwing water bombs at each other LOLS.
After we were doen it was around 5.30 ish, so we set up the lollies and chips and wii and stuff waiting for ppl, oh yeh we hid some water bombs around the place as well jst incase we got out numbered (which we did! LOL). THEN YAY!! Jimmy, babyDAVID and Julian was outside walking in. i ran out welcoming them while anna and my brother was behind the wall hahahas. JIMMY got so freaked coz the first water bomb was at him :L he fell backwards right into the pole! poorrrr guy. haha anyways david and julian managed to run away and didnt get wet LOLs. anywyas anna wanted to get a trolley at "CULLEN" street so we cud put the alki in it after so yerh we headed down my street buh Cuong arrived. Anna being anna was so crazy ==" started screaming out his name so that the whole street cud hear LOLs.
well anywyas skip this bit. we got the trollley yeh yeh blah blah got back home and had another massive massive water bomb fight. it was like me and anna against omfg all the boys ==" we got soooo smashed so we bought out the hose :D LOL!! except it was too short didnt reach the boys HAHHAHA anna was running with it thinking YAY!! buh no she got pulled back half way by the hose ROFL so we quickly ran back to the wall. my brother back fired us so he was wetting us like no tomoz! so yerh everyone was pretty wet buh me and anna was SOAKED ==". well by this time Rosa and Lizzy has already arrived LOLS and they got our waterbomb greetings =) which i think scared them a bit LOLS.
By then everyone started to arrive, Marko, Josh, Tuyen, Mary, Lisa and Cho was the veryyyyy veryyy last LOLs. by then we got the pizza and the alki and everything dissappeared so quickly! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!? there was like 14 of us and there was SEVEN pizza and 16 cruisers and Tequila! LOLS i felt sorry for the indian pizza delivery guy coz he got harassed by a bunch of asians for coming late :L. Anyways the guys went for the Tequila and the girls drank the cruisers. I had two.. no 1 and a half tequila shots and tasted like 3 different kind of cruisers and i was soooo GONE.. noo tipsy... nooo red ROFL. haha felt soo dizyy and sleepy so i crawled on the sofa for a nap buh julian kept poking me coz it was my party and i shudnt be sleeping LOLS! anywyas Cuong kept me company with his cold hands on my red face, while the girls kept slapping my legs and putting ice in my boobs and pants ==" LOLs.
The night went by pretty quickly, Jimmy, Rosa, David and Lizzy was in my room on my bed doing stuff that i will not mention :L and i was pretty uhh... gone.. so didnt know wat happeend. But we had a dance off where cuong was OBVIOUSLY schooling cho LOLs. but then jimmy came along and cho and jimmy took that away :L so funnni. Well yeh i remember most of the nights we were outside chilling or inside talking and playing WII and uhh tuyen jumping up and down on me LOLs. No one got left out, i was glad my friends like cuong, and cuong liked my friends ahahaha, they get own well =)
after everyone left i cleaned up any sign of alki in my house LOl. lucky for the adorable friends they cleaned up heaps b4 they left =). found the tequila bottle in my room! lucky marko was still there so he ran out to the park and murdered it :L. so yerh i went online to check up on ppl getting home safely haha so yerh everyone did.
Over all last night was fun, my friends were cool and i lover them to bits! esp. anna coz she helped me so much to get all the stuff for the day LOLS! i feel pretty stupid now for panicking jst days b4 the party lOLs. OH YERH and R.I.P my camera ==" died in a water bombing incident LOLS. and yes, i shud get my ass off my laptop and go clean up outside ==" STUPID CHO THREW THE CARDS EVERY WHERE! AND JOSHUA SPILLING TEQUILA EVERYWHERE!! watta waste!! =="
TOODLES and take cares =)
ANYWAYS LOL enough of the sooking and back on about the party. Well yesterday was my party. i woke up extra early to get my room clean up the very last minute! i even vacummed it to get all the dust animals out LOL! coz i didnt want babyDAVID to keep sneezing, poor guy lols. well yerh clean and clean and omg time went by so quick! it was 1 already!? and anna was coming around at 3! *panicks*
So i got around to shower myself and groom myself =) hahas didnt realise i havent had any breakfast buh oh well was saving myself for the pizza *drools*. Then my brother and i started to fill up water bombs and OMFG it was so hard! every second one jst get popped or ripped b4 i start filling it up half way! GG ==". anywyas we managed to fill up one bucket then *BEEP BEEP!!* Anna was waitign for me outside. Hurry into her car and we drove to Woolies at Riverwood =) we were like a tornado LOL decided and bought everythign so quickly. However we were making a decision on the pizzas and we realised we didnt have enuff pizza coupon (which after we found out was not true coz of my misunderstanding LOL). so anyways this is wat happened...
*before we walk into dominos*
Me: Anna this is soooo embarassing
Anna: we're so azn! LOLS
*after we walk into dominos*
Anna: Hey do you hav any pizza coupons!?
Guy: yerh..... *gives weird look*
Anna: can we have some?
Guy: yerh.. *gives weird look* why dont you jst buy it now its cheaper
Anna: NO we want the coupons
Me: cracks up laughing
Guy: ok.. here
ANNA and ME walk.. noo RUNS out!
*walks over to pizza hut*
Me: anna.. i aint doing this. go in with my brother :L
Anna: bitch!
haha anna is suchhhhh a funni lil girl. anyways we got the coupons and we got home to keep going on with our mission to finish filling up the waterbombs. I came up with an idea that i shud bring the ppl into the back while she and my brother hide behind the wall with water bombs prepaid MUAHAHAHAH best plan ever! =) anywyas we were fillign up the water bombs, i was getting better at it so it was more faster this time, however anna ==" omfg i think she wet me and her more b4 we evn started throwing water bombs at each other LOLS.
After we were doen it was around 5.30 ish, so we set up the lollies and chips and wii and stuff waiting for ppl, oh yeh we hid some water bombs around the place as well jst incase we got out numbered (which we did! LOL). THEN YAY!! Jimmy, babyDAVID and Julian was outside walking in. i ran out welcoming them while anna and my brother was behind the wall hahahas. JIMMY got so freaked coz the first water bomb was at him :L he fell backwards right into the pole! poorrrr guy. haha anyways david and julian managed to run away and didnt get wet LOLs. anywyas anna wanted to get a trolley at "CULLEN" street so we cud put the alki in it after so yerh we headed down my street buh Cuong arrived. Anna being anna was so crazy ==" started screaming out his name so that the whole street cud hear LOLs.
well anywyas skip this bit. we got the trollley yeh yeh blah blah got back home and had another massive massive water bomb fight. it was like me and anna against omfg all the boys ==" we got soooo smashed so we bought out the hose :D LOL!! except it was too short didnt reach the boys HAHHAHA anna was running with it thinking YAY!! buh no she got pulled back half way by the hose ROFL so we quickly ran back to the wall. my brother back fired us so he was wetting us like no tomoz! so yerh everyone was pretty wet buh me and anna was SOAKED ==". well by this time Rosa and Lizzy has already arrived LOLS and they got our waterbomb greetings =) which i think scared them a bit LOLS.
By then everyone started to arrive, Marko, Josh, Tuyen, Mary, Lisa and Cho was the veryyyyy veryyy last LOLs. by then we got the pizza and the alki and everything dissappeared so quickly! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!? there was like 14 of us and there was SEVEN pizza and 16 cruisers and Tequila! LOLS i felt sorry for the indian pizza delivery guy coz he got harassed by a bunch of asians for coming late :L. Anyways the guys went for the Tequila and the girls drank the cruisers. I had two.. no 1 and a half tequila shots and tasted like 3 different kind of cruisers and i was soooo GONE.. noo tipsy... nooo red ROFL. haha felt soo dizyy and sleepy so i crawled on the sofa for a nap buh julian kept poking me coz it was my party and i shudnt be sleeping LOLS! anywyas Cuong kept me company with his cold hands on my red face, while the girls kept slapping my legs and putting ice in my boobs and pants ==" LOLs.
The night went by pretty quickly, Jimmy, Rosa, David and Lizzy was in my room on my bed doing stuff that i will not mention :L and i was pretty uhh... gone.. so didnt know wat happeend. But we had a dance off where cuong was OBVIOUSLY schooling cho LOLs. but then jimmy came along and cho and jimmy took that away :L so funnni. Well yeh i remember most of the nights we were outside chilling or inside talking and playing WII and uhh tuyen jumping up and down on me LOLs. No one got left out, i was glad my friends like cuong, and cuong liked my friends ahahaha, they get own well =)
after everyone left i cleaned up any sign of alki in my house LOl. lucky for the adorable friends they cleaned up heaps b4 they left =). found the tequila bottle in my room! lucky marko was still there so he ran out to the park and murdered it :L. so yerh i went online to check up on ppl getting home safely haha so yerh everyone did.
Over all last night was fun, my friends were cool and i lover them to bits! esp. anna coz she helped me so much to get all the stuff for the day LOLS! i feel pretty stupid now for panicking jst days b4 the party lOLs. OH YERH and R.I.P my camera ==" died in a water bombing incident LOLS. and yes, i shud get my ass off my laptop and go clean up outside ==" STUPID CHO THREW THE CARDS EVERY WHERE! AND JOSHUA SPILLING TEQUILA EVERYWHERE!! watta waste!! =="
TOODLES and take cares =)
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Keeping it up
You know this blogging thing is not as bad as i thought it would be lols. I'm gonna try keep this up jst for the sake of me to not go insanely bored for the next 3 weeks imprisoned at home with my lil brother ==".
Anyways, yesterday i was utterly panicking about the get together (now turned into a party) on friday at my house. So many ppl was gonna be there, and i didnt know wat is gonna be happening. And my Kareoke machine is like dead and so much things to worry bout. Anyways Jimmy and Anna reassured that everything was gonna be fine, and if i cancelled it Jimmy will shoot me dead LOLS.
We (as in.. Me, tuyen, jimmy, rosa, david, lizzy, lisa vu, mary.. and dont remember who else.. mayb that was all) were in this massive conversation about the party. Some how it turned into a mega horny/dirty/sexy conversation ROFL we ended up tlking bout "CUMMING" and Edward Cullen's cum colour :L ROFL! oh boy i have weird friends LOLS.
This morning i woke up really early, first achievment in a while =) woke up at 9 and cleaned up my room for tomoz, but i havent finish yet coz its so messy still LOLS! Spend the rest of the day on the computer.. again chatting away to khoa. such a funni doode! he bought me my favourite earrings coz i've been complaining about him working and not talking to me anymore LOLS poor guy have to put up with my sooking now. Then he abandoned me again to go to work.. like GRRRR bored agen ==".
Then Edward Cullen came into my head and i decided i might as well surf the net about him LOL! yes i know.. im a sad person but thats ok you know you love me =D. I found a websites filled with his romantice quotes and omg made me fell in love with Edward Cullen even more. sigh* too bad he ain't real, and if someone like him really did exsisted, it probly be too good to be true LOLS. Anyways, some of his quotes that i really liked
"It would be more... prudent for you not to be my friend. But I'm tired of trying to
stay away from you."
"I promise to love you forever. Every single day of forever."
yes... oh so romantic right? well there was heaps of more quotes, but i don't want to sound/look like someone hu's unbelievably, crazily in love with someone hu's in a book
OH and david that penis, keeps getting mad at me for no reason, and pissing me off on purpose. It's like if he doesnt do that atleast 10 thousand time a day, he won't be able to survive! :@ YES DAVID IF UR READING THIS THEN I DONT CARE I WANT U TO KNOW THIS! out of no where ...
David: Let me get this straight, i dont wanna be your friend anymore now, bye
Me: wah?
(david signs back on)
David: lmaos, jks man, relax
yeh i know, don't u wanna shoot him and feed him to the sharks? i do something ten times worst... one day *sigh*
Anyways that's another gay post for today, sorry for boring ur life today =) Hopefully tomoz will be a better day for me and you ;)
download: Camouflage by Brandy
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Anyways, yesterday i was utterly panicking about the get together (now turned into a party) on friday at my house. So many ppl was gonna be there, and i didnt know wat is gonna be happening. And my Kareoke machine is like dead and so much things to worry bout. Anyways Jimmy and Anna reassured that everything was gonna be fine, and if i cancelled it Jimmy will shoot me dead LOLS.
We (as in.. Me, tuyen, jimmy, rosa, david, lizzy, lisa vu, mary.. and dont remember who else.. mayb that was all) were in this massive conversation about the party. Some how it turned into a mega horny/dirty/sexy conversation ROFL we ended up tlking bout "CUMMING" and Edward Cullen's cum colour :L ROFL! oh boy i have weird friends LOLS.
This morning i woke up really early, first achievment in a while =) woke up at 9 and cleaned up my room for tomoz, but i havent finish yet coz its so messy still LOLS! Spend the rest of the day on the computer.. again chatting away to khoa. such a funni doode! he bought me my favourite earrings coz i've been complaining about him working and not talking to me anymore LOLS poor guy have to put up with my sooking now. Then he abandoned me again to go to work.. like GRRRR bored agen ==".
Then Edward Cullen came into my head and i decided i might as well surf the net about him LOL! yes i know.. im a sad person but thats ok you know you love me =D. I found a websites filled with his romantice quotes and omg made me fell in love with Edward Cullen even more. sigh* too bad he ain't real, and if someone like him really did exsisted, it probly be too good to be true LOLS. Anyways, some of his quotes that i really liked
"It would be more... prudent for you not to be my friend. But I'm tired of trying to
stay away from you."
"I promise to love you forever. Every single day of forever."
yes... oh so romantic right? well there was heaps of more quotes, but i don't want to sound/look like someone hu's unbelievably, crazily in love with someone hu's in a book
OH and david that penis, keeps getting mad at me for no reason, and pissing me off on purpose. It's like if he doesnt do that atleast 10 thousand time a day, he won't be able to survive! :@ YES DAVID IF UR READING THIS THEN I DONT CARE I WANT U TO KNOW THIS! out of no where ...
David: Let me get this straight, i dont wanna be your friend anymore now, bye
Me: wah?
(david signs back on)
David: lmaos, jks man, relax
yeh i know, don't u wanna shoot him and feed him to the sharks? i do something ten times worst... one day *sigh*
Anyways that's another gay post for today, sorry for boring ur life today =) Hopefully tomoz will be a better day for me and you ;)
download: Camouflage by Brandy
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