First blog

Do you know how scary it is to see my guy friends blogging? its like.. BAHAHAHAHHA since wen do guys able to be open bout their emotions? i thought that was the girls job :L anywyas babyDavid (shorty david, cambo david, black david, shifty david.. waheva ppl refer to him as) convinced me into doing this.

hmm where to start... Yr 12 now and i can jst picture how hard it's gonna be for me this yr. but thats too depressing to think bout ==". Hopefully this yr my biggest achievement would be being able to enjoy it as much as possible because i know/heard/seen how quickly it would pass.. and before i know it i be losing the ppl that i've shared ups and downs with, by a blink of an eye *cries*. But i know we'll all be in this thing together =)

This has probably been the most boring holidays i have ever suffered ==" i dont remember wen was the last time i've been on school holidays without a bf? LOL! might've been wayy too long coz i jst realise the unfamiliar faces i hang bout with now and it feels good to have other ppl around you and not the same old. but i miss my school friends dearly, & i wished i cud've spend more time with them instead.

If i say life is great and nothing is gonna stop me from being the best person i can be right now, i'd be lieing. There's jst too many downs than ups atm and its hard to swallow it all in such a sort time, i know there's ppl i can count on to make it all better, but sometimes... there's no one that can help you except yourself. Nevertheless, without the ppl that love and care for me i wouldn't be thinking bout this situation in a different perspective and i owe heaps to my friends... & if i do leave bgs, *heart broken* ima probly cry everynight missing the ppl there sigh* too too depressing to think bout ><"

Warning: the following msg may cause some emotional, mental & physical health concern. :L if ur gonna laugh then laugh, if u gonna cry then use tissues, if u gonna feel like bashing me up after this then.. *runs*

David Nguyen (babydavid)
His the most adorable guy i've met. It's different with david, i see him as a bf i see him as a brother i see him as a enemy LOL! but most thankfully i see him as the bestest friend i've ever had. He is the.. so emotional, sensitive guy ever *cracks up laughing* oh boy the things he sey.. u'll never believe its coming out from a guy friend sometime u cud evn get confuse and think ur tlking to ur bf! LOL buh i like his sensitive and emotional side coz it helps me to share my deepest thoughts and feelings with him =) I hate it wen his mad at me or wen im mad at him, coz its like having a fight with ur bf kinda thing.. catch my drift now when i say i see him as my bf as well? :L ewww! jkes. Anyways the fights that we went thru was srsly over stupid things, which i will cross my heart and hope to die won't happen agen. I can always count on him for being there and listening to me nag and nag bout my problems. never gonna ask better of him coz he is the bestest shit ever! :L always manage to make me laugh with his really really unfunny jokes, has the prettiest eyes and lashes any guy i've ever met. LOL potentially... if he was a girl he be sooo much prettier than being a boy :L HIS SO GAY AND HE DOESN"T EVEN LIKE BOYS! hahas

David Nguyen (tall david)
OH BOY HAVE WE BEEN THROUGH UPS AND DOWNS! and never ending round-a-bouts! LOls. Our friendship hasn't been long, but to what i understand its been the deepest friendship i've had. i love this person to bits for his humour, his knowledge (usually bout nothing :L), his cunning however lamest jokes, his unbelievable skill of massaging me, the stupid face that he does and his ability to chuck a 'theresa' back at me.. it works so well LOL! I guess atm he'd be the person hu understands me most, from wat i would say or do to wat im thinking, and he'll probly be the only one hu knows why i wud do the things i do better than anyonen else. He has become a part of my life real quick from all the things we shared in such a short time. I'll be fighting with this guy one minute, but then the next we'll be able to crack up laughing at something else. His the only person that has managed to deal with my complaining and sooking and crying and bitchiness and stubborness, and i dont know anyone else hu can handle it all better than he can =). Anyways things has probly changed and maybe we've drifted abit, but i know his always gonna keep his promises and be there for me wenever i need him. I know he'll take good care of me and i know even if we hate eachother so much i'd still be able to come to him for his company, and his always gonna be there with open arms welcoming me. His one of a kind =)

Jimmy (the god bro)
LOLOL funniest doode ever in history. Even at the darkest and bloodiest time of life he still be able to chuck a funni joke, a monkey dance and a wicked smile and life would be perfect agen! his my favourite god bro, his my big huggable teddy bear, his my shoulder to cry on.. srsly his shoulder is like.. every girl's dream to have! :L Most of all his been the best he can to me and everyone else around him, u'll find it hard to hate him! He inspires me with his carefree persona, however it gets me all pissy to hav to go around and tell him to shave, do his assignments, pull his pants up, cut his hair...oh boy i can write an essay ==" feels like i'd be his mother instead of his sis! BUT here comes the big BUTT, his perfect to me as much as to everyone else =) he'd be the only person that got ur back if u were hated by everyone else. i wouldnt trade him in for anythign else in this whole world! If i leave BGS he be the person i would miss the most =( I'm so happy for him now that his find a lovely gf, *tears* my jimmy is all grown up now LOL!

Justin (my lil god bro)
The most adorable lil guy you can ever have as a friend, and brother. His always the first asking me if im OK and How i am. his so caring its unbelievable! His always there for me to talk to from my biggest problems to evn the slightest worthless to mention problems. And yes his so very romantic and loyal to his gf that it evn makes me jealous! His a lucky charm and im glad i hav him in my life so that i can take care of him wen his at his lowest, and him taking care of me wen im at my lowest. He has the most hidieous laugh i've ever heard which cracks me up all the time coz its so cute on him. He has his strong momments but i know when he is weak, though he keeps his head up high and deal with it sometimes even better than i do. I'm proud of how hard he tries and im glad he stayed in 3unit maths with me! :L he knows wat a girl thinks, he knows how i girl feels, he knows wat to say to make it better. i'll miss him as much if i leave bgs :'(


These 4 guys been there for me whenever i needed them, they've cheered me up, made me laugh and even made me cry. every single one of them, are special to me and i give anything for us to stay together the way we are now.. i'll hate it if anything change, and i'll hate it more if i have to leave them.